Faith
Faith that continues even when answers do not come quickly and strength does not always feel present.
A True Story of Faith, Fatherhood, Loss, and the Things I Could Not Hold Together.
Alone at the Altar is a deeply personal story about faith in the middle of circumstances I could not control.
It is about the prayers spoken when no one else knew what was happening. It is about fatherhood, love, loss, and the painful realization that there are some things in life I could not hold together, no matter how hard I tried.
Through seasons of questions and uncertainty, the altar became the place where I finally stopped trying to carry everything myself and brought what I could not fix before God.
Faith that continues even when answers do not come quickly and strength does not always feel present.
The kind of love that gives you something worth continuing to fight for, even in difficult seasons.
Learning that some things cannot be protected from change and cannot always be repaired by trying harder.
The quiet prayers spoken when nobody else understands what you are carrying.
The place where pretending ends and everything that cannot be carried alone is finally placed before God.
The discovery that silence never meant God was absent, even when His work could not yet be seen.
This is not simply the story of what happened. It is the story of where God was when it did.
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